Two months away...

It'll happen very suddenly and without warning. "only two months away!" Then a list of things that still need to be done, people that need to be contacted, funds that need to be raised, strategies and plans that need to be thought out... a whirlwind of anxiety.

- Matthew 6:31-34
Therefore do not be anxious, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. (ESV)

...why is this so hard to learn for me.