"We are in danger of getting into a bargaining spirit with God when we come to Him— we want the witness of the Spirit before we have done what God tells us to do."
(From My Utmost for His Highest)
All day today, waves of anxiety and doubt overwhelmed me. Things are working out and fitting into place but still I struggle with doubt. I pray that God will demonstrate His strength and provision but I need to take that step of faith first. God's stretching me to believe, to be humble, and to be bold with my words, thought, and action. Seek first God's kingdom and His righteousness... and all these things will be added unto you.
I wish this was an easier lesson to learn. Maybe a year from now, i'll read these entries and feel embarassed of all this hesitation and complaining. Hope so! I need your prayers and i need your words of encouragement.
God! I need you to speak. Rebuke me or encourage me. Just remind me that you're close.
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